― Jen Hatmaker, For the Love
This book is still messing with me. I keep going back in and re-reading the parts I've marked up. This one...yes, Jen Hatmaker, you are right...the legalism, it can make us feel safe can't it? I mean, if I've followed all of the rules I've decided are important, then who can argue that I'm not in the clear?
The only problem is that legalism is not something Jesus loves. I cannot find a picture of Jesus anywhere in his Word that paints him as a legalistic rule follower. I can't find a list of rules where it says, "don't cuss, drink, or smoke and you are on God's good list". I can't find it anywhere.
I DO find a Savior who loves, rescues, redeems, invites, welcomes, pursues, and disciples. I find a man/God who embraces humanness. I think that if he lived here in my town, he would be hanging out with people who don't have it all together and are honest about that...people like me who struggle with real stuff and don't mind talking about it...for me, it's stuff like pride and anger and gluttony and laziness and gossip. For the other people Jesus might be hanging out with, it might be things like deceit and addiction and lust and who knows what else.
I think Jesus would welcome our talk about the ways we struggle, maybe even our thoughts about whether or not the struggle is worth it... I think he would welcome our honest discussion about the shitty parts of trying to live in this world but not of it. I believe with everything in me that he welcomes our honesty, our authenticity, our real-ness.
This is the God I love and serve. I will go to the gates of hell for him if he asks me to because he has rescued me and I belong to him. There is no list of rules...there is only love and belonging which then, amazingly, transform me into his likeness.